Friday, January 23, 2009
can it b???
i've been wondering for about 15min now, which is actually such a short amount of time to wonder for such a simple thing. however, this thought of mine actually forces me to blog (lebay bgt) :). well first of all i'm new to all of these blogging stuff mainly cus i really don't like to write plus i still keep a diary near by just in case i wanna write sth, so pls bear w/ me if there is a human being actually reading this. ok let's talk with the thought that has run thru my mind and taking my 15 min. i wonder can somebody like someone, they dont even know, heck they've never even met???? well if i put like on that case the answer would b absolutely YES, but what if i put like as in more than a crush but a lil less than love,, can it happen that way???? idk but what i know now i feel more than a crush to someone i have never met in my entire 23 yrs of life and this has been going on for almost a year.. i 1st noticed him while i looked thru a friend of mine pics on fb, n my initial reaction was "ooo ok move on" ( ps: he's not "that" cute nor attractive) n so i looked other pics, but little that i know my friend was one of his close friends so i stumbled to a lot of his pics n still i felt normal. the next day i checked my fb n the 1st thing i did was looked thru my friend pics again, the friend whose pics i just saw the nite before!!!!! n i did it over n over again making me more like a stalker but don't be scared I AM NOT A STALKER!!!! then after keep (yes it's present cus now i'm still looking at the pic) looking the same pics for a week i knew rite at that moment i like the guy... what drives me to like him??? his knowledge, he is very smart.. he is working on his MBA at one of the top school in the world at the same time he's also trying to pursue a law degree also at 1 of the top private school. well if i said his last name all indonesians would know.. he is from a wealthy family but that doesn't impress me cus i have a lot of prejudices regarding indo wealthy family (no offense to anybody) idk it's not out of jealousy but it's from personal experience. anyway anybody who read this blog must ask why i never ask my friend to introduce me to him or why dont i ask my friend about him.. well a lot of my close friends ask the same thing but the thing is i dont know that friend close enough to ask for sth like that... so i must suck it up myself,, i like to think about this situation as my single life crisis.. though i haven't been single for so long but i always got a boyfriend who is completely the opposite of my criteria... i know that we cant stick to our criteria so much cus there is no such thing like perfect but i want at least in the same path... anyways i guess i should stop talking about this before i scare anybody of :) so back to my question can it be????
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keep on the good work! hahahahahaha
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