A touch of friendship

it's been awhile since my last blog.... i am still a lazy person like i was last time... i don't know why... i feel so bad about myself... but so far nothing really new about me... ive been wondering though will i ever gonna make it???? im currently in my college life crisis...hehehehe but i think i will cus i have the drive for it... anyways, i just lost my very good friend though we have not been talking like we used to but she still is one of my best friend... i guess ppl change when they find sth worth more like boyfriend for example but i wish i will never do that to the one i care right now... i know im nothing like that not even close... i feel like im more loyal to my friends than her nonetheless it's still ok... im just sad to see it ended up like this... although ive seen it coming but i trust her so much.. i thought she would never do that... hhhmmm looking back there is not a single thing i wanna change,, i cus i feel like i become stronger w/ all the events that has occur to me... i wish my best friend the very best... she has a lot coming on her way... b4 she eventually becomes what she wants... so long friend, we've backed a long time n hope u find what u r looking for in life, moreover i hope one day i'll meet u again i know when the day comes we r prolly old n different but i'm waiting for that day... *kisses*