SOOOO GOOD!!!!

i wasn't very happy this morning cus i couldn't finish studying for my risk management test but i think i did well on it, well at least im hoping that i did well on it. anyways, my study for this semester has been tough from the start plus i was a week late since i spent my xmast break in jakarta so all the materials had piled up once i arrived basically i had no relaxing time to recover my energy due to the long trip. also once i came to class, being a week late, i took home nothing but tons of HW and lot of catching up in term of the reading. at first i thought "hhhhhmmm it'll b easy, i could do just couple days before the exam" off course being not so prudent person like i'm that was my initial thought  and man!!!!! was i mistaken, i took my 1st risk management quiz n 1st commercial banking project and them both were crazily harder than i'd ever imagined. my miserable life did not just end there, i lost 5 days of power n couldn't get outta the house cus the road was icy, i had nothing to eat well i mean, i had no decent food to eat for 3 days b/c of that so couldn't cook, i had to live in a friend house for another 2 days cus that was the only way to get a hot water for shower since she didn't lost any power though she was nice still there is nothing like our own pad rite. after all of the catastrophe i got the power back on saturday so i could go back to my life, then i thought it was just a part of a bad weeks so i started to face this week with such a high expectation wishing that this week would be better than the two weeks that have passed. Monday started out smoothly though i was late for class but not too late then tuesday came by, i was so excited cus it was the career fair day but i got 4 assignment due thursday morning on that day and i also almost missed the career fair b/c i wasnt wearing business casual outfit that day so when i actually got there, the companies were started to wrap up and on top of that i lost my car key didn't know where it is till now. 

All of the stories i wrote on the 1st paragraph might make ppl wonder cus it has nothing to do with the title, moreover it was actually contradicted with the title. Yes the stories are all poor n from my stand point miserable but the title of the blog is not an error b/c all of the stories are actually happy ending stories if we looked a little closer. why??? b/c in all of those events i was not once missing an important task, class, even the career fair; i was not starved though i ate only crackers for 2 days, i am doing so well though i slept w/o heater for 3 days, i did a really good job on both my HW n test, and although i lost my car key; i didnt lose the key to the apartment cus they're both attached together so i could grab a spare key for the car. N just thinking of all the ending of the stories, i realized my life is so good n GOD is so good to me that HE has never let me slipped n fell to the ground, so overall everything that has happened to me is sooooo good!!!!! 

I can't even walk

i thought #1 would always b me

i thought i could b what i wanted to be

i thought i could build on lives sinking in sand

but i can't even walk w/o YOU holding my hand

i thought that i could do a lot on my own

i thought i could make it all alone

i thought of myself as a mighty bid man

but i can't even walk w/o YOU holding my hand

no, i can't even walk w/o YOU holding my hand

the mountain's too high n the valley's too wide

down on my knees, i've learned to say:

LORD i can't even walk w/o YOU holding my hand

i think that i'll make Jesus my one and my all

when i'm in trouble only HIS name i call

if i dont trust HIM, i'll be less than a man

cus i can't even walk w/o YOU holding my hand

TGIF

Hey hey hey... i cant believe that the 1st weekend of february is finally here, isn't it awesome!!!! time flies faster than i i thought... anyways i took my risk management's quiz today n boy was that sth... i mean i read the chapter but i still up to this pt have NO IDEA what the heck KLAZARDS means.... off course i skipped that question n some more..hehehe but it was the 1st quiz n the purpose is to prepare us of what 2 expect on the actual test which is on this coming wed. Risk management wasn't the only trouble i have today, i also finished my 2nd commercial banking's project n it took me 3 days to finished 4 questions.. actually the questions were not the deadly weapon; the simulation was... it was hard i mean HARD!!!!! but hey i finished it early so i guess i have reason to celebrate. taking that into account, i prolly will go with my friend i really need to go to a theater cus i feel like i havent been there in ages... the last movie i watched was the twilight... yesssss lame rite????? i plan to watch the new chris evan's movie called push but he's just not that into you is also tempting... well we'll see i can always change my mind...hehehe 

My sister wrote on my wall about 1/2 an hour ago n she said she comments on my 1st post, which make me preety pumped cus i thought it was so random n pointless but at least 1 person took her time to read it so it's cool thx sis... i also replied my sister comment saying that i have 1 more obsession n it's so ALAY benget. but i just couldnt get it outta my system. cus the song is always on my mind and in result i keep humming it. actually there is nothing embarrassing cus it's an old gospel tune but the form is in country style... but man the words are so beautiful n very touching... i'll post it after this so i could share it to everybody hoping that it could strengthen somebody's faith ,who just happen to read mine, as much as it does to me...