MR. FREEZZZEEEE in action!!!!!!!!!

OMG i've been freezing to death for this past severl days (3days) b/c we r having a severe ice storm here in fayetteville AR n it turns everyting into ice including the trees n power cables.... so in result we have to act like we hv a built in heater inside ourbody... here are some pics i took w/ my friend to show how miserable we are..hehehe

Vietnamese new year

well i just got back from a Vietnamese NY party,  i think they called it lunar or sth.. well at 1st i thought it'll b awkward if i go considering i'm no vietnamese but it turned out well they (the vietnamese) are very nice.. i took several pictures but i think i share it later... but sth makes me kinda wonder how come si cw didnt come???? there are 2 possibilities, si cw either celebrated the party w/ pacrnya yg super biasa itu or dia takut maklum dia udah gak ada temen lagi (if u know what i mean) yah this makes me also question does dia tau org2x udah gak suka lagi sama dia???? but deep down i know she knows it, she just pretends like she doesnt know.... how sad... i hope i never ever b similar to her not only personality wise but also appearance wise b/c she is soooo super norakkkkkkkkk banggedddd...hehehehehe anyways i couldn't say a whole lot about her cus she was nice but then she shows her true color after dia dpt pcr baru... but it's ok maybe i'd act the same if i were her... u never know rite... :) anyways i just write everything down so that i can throw away my bosen feeling..hehehe 

the pics continue...

New year party @my house with my fam minus abram
@ fx after work w/ my dexter's friends
rachel freestyling n it cracks me up all the time, how awkward this pose is... :p
my 3 ipa 4 @ PS
 @ Loewy with mas Hero, Ihsan, mba Meska
@ dragonfly with the same ppl

Those are my cousins n sister (the one w/ the germany patten dress) 

Indonesia trip dec 08

Well i always spent time w/ my fam back home every year but last year was extra special cus i had my 1st intern on the bank that will be my employer in the future (AMIEN)... i was interning for Bank Indonesia therefore i thought i could share some of the pics taken:

Here are the pics during x-mast party at my place

the upleft: me n my niece Audrey 

the up right: my lil bro Abram n my niece Giselle

the bottom right: my niece Rachel at my house. we dress her up like pingkan mambo..hehehe as u prolly can tell she loves the camera. 

can it b???

i've been wondering for about 15min now, which is actually such a short amount of time to wonder for such a simple thing. however, this thought of mine actually forces me to blog (lebay bgt) :). well first of all i'm new to all of these blogging stuff mainly cus i really don't like to write plus i still keep a diary near by just in case i wanna write sth, so pls bear w/ me if there is a human being actually reading this. ok let's talk with the thought that has run thru my mind and taking my 15 min. i wonder can somebody like someone, they dont even know, heck they've never even met???? well if i put like on that case the answer would b absolutely YES, but what if i put like as in more than a crush but a lil less than love,, can it happen that way???? idk but what i know now i feel more than a crush to someone i have never met in my entire 23 yrs of life and this has been going on for almost a year.. i 1st noticed him while i looked thru a friend of mine pics on fb, n my initial reaction was "ooo ok move on" ( ps: he's not "that" cute nor attractive) n so i looked other pics, but little that i know my friend was one of his close friends so i stumbled to a lot of his pics n still i felt normal. the next day i checked my fb n the 1st thing i did was looked thru my friend pics again, the friend whose pics i just saw the nite before!!!!! n i did it over n over again making me more like a stalker but don't be scared I AM NOT A STALKER!!!! then after keep (yes it's present cus now i'm still looking at the pic) looking the same pics for a week i knew rite at that moment i like the guy... what drives me to like him??? his knowledge, he is very smart.. he is working on his MBA at one of the top school in the world at the same time he's also trying to pursue a law degree also at 1 of the top private school. well if i said his last name all indonesians would know.. he is from a wealthy family but that doesn't impress me cus i have a lot of prejudices regarding indo wealthy family (no offense to anybody) idk it's not out of jealousy but it's from personal experience. anyway anybody who read this blog must ask why i never ask my friend to introduce me to him or why dont i ask my friend about him.. well a lot of my close friends ask the same thing but the thing is i dont know that friend close enough to ask for sth like that... so i must suck it up myself,, i like to think about this situation as my single life crisis.. though i haven't been single for so long but i always got a boyfriend who is completely the opposite of my criteria... i know that we cant stick to our criteria so much cus there is no such thing like perfect but i want at least in the same path... anyways i guess i should stop talking about this before i scare anybody of :) so back to my question can it be????